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Preasure by Dragon-Wish Preasure by Dragon-Wish
I doubt someone will read this... but just in case.


If anyone wandered, why i've been so lazy on uploading artwork, this is why, i will have to take my university entry test in 2 more weeks, and this is how i feek about it, lots of preasure, expectations, judgment, dissapointings, etc. and i feel attacked every second, in combination with the stress and exhaustion. well at the left, my math teacher, he is awesome doing his thing, but he is the most hot-headed person i've ever met, always complaining, and telling us our flaws or telling us we cant do it. He has his reasons, but for some, it affects a lot, upper, is my father, he is the one that gets me tired as hell, u cant even rest 30 minutes and he is in my shadow telling me "study more" "do another test rehersal" and he doesnt realize im about to fall into depression... the rest are friends, and some ppl, and my grandfather, who has his expectations too high... and the fear of dissapointing him is really big... among the few that REALLY support me instead of preasuring me, like 4-5 ppl, i decided to put the 3 that stand out, 2 of my closest girl friends Cony and Sara, and the 3rd is :iconmemcabo: he has been a nice partner here in the page :) along with :icon2dumb2die: . Thanks to this 4 ppl...
To the ones that want to understand more of what is written in the drawing..

The test has a score from 350 ("minimum") and maximum of 850 , 80 questions each test, 3 tests.... and to study medicine,which is what i want, the university i want to go asks for a score around 740 which is like 64-67 correct answers with no mistakes, since u can leave answers blank, and dont get any kind of discount. that would be getting 740 points on the 3 tests... and im currently getting 670 in math, and 600 on both lenguage and ciensce.......... tough, eh?... and my high school overall avarege is 6,0 out of 7,0 (the mark scale here is from 1 to 7, instead of 1 to 10 or F to A+) consider a "6,0" a "B" or a "7/10" which gives me like 620 points, suck...
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Firegod-Demian Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
woooow i hadn’t seen this, martin as a dragon is the best i has ever seen, its totally like him.
"No matter if you reach the score in university you will get flipped anyways" D: i ll die... but even if i reprobate everything i will stay, just for not giving the reason to Mr Martin.
I hope you do better this year, and for me to stay here, so we could be classmates again :D difficult task for both of us

P.D: And i guess the one that gets 760 is me, it’s obvious, i just had to see the score and i was sure, no one is greater than me (unless Roberto, he have jebus on his side) xDDD
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Dammit, i didnt want you to see this ... uhmm.. awkwaaard :icondragonxpplz:

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Good choice, dont give him the reason! :icondragonnod1:

Yeah, thanks bud!! o wo


Dunno i made it long ago enough to forget, but i know for sure, ITS NOT YOU XD :iconnelsonplz:
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Firegod-Demian Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
First, go to sleep, you have preu tomorrow
Second, its totaly me
Third i dont kwow, but there have to be a third point, couse if there is not, there would be no point in naming the points.
Bye
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'll go when i want :icondragonmadplz:

Nah its not! *shakes his head*

And yeah, good point

Bye D:
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Firegod-Demian Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Y no c por q hablamos en ingles si somos de chile, la hermosa tierra de mi general, ai esta el tercer punto
adios, que jebus este con tigo
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kogoro-Inc Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Me siento identificado contigo en el momento que estas/estabas, la presión era mucha, sobre todo las expectativas que ponen sobre uno. Me deje llevar por ellas, sobretodo la de mi padre, y de cierta manera ni siquiera pense mi, solo en lo que los otros querían de mi, nunca levante la voz. Postule a medicina, y pude entrar, pero a medida que cursaba el primer año no pude dejar de sentir que estaba alli haciendo algo que no era mio, cumpliendo la meta de otro, la pase mal en mi cabeza sin que nadie se percatara. Ya a inicios del 2do decidi enfrentar todo esto por mi cuenta, y abandonar la carrera (Lo tenia que hacer en ese momento, o quizás hubiera continuado de todos modos alli, callado...). La reacción en un inicio de los demás fue la de esperar, pero ya no le di importancia, porque al fin y al cabo tienes que vivir tu propia vida, no? Ahora estudio lo que realmente quiero y me apasiona, no sé si a todos les parece o no, pero ahora me siento tranquilo conmigo mismo y lo que hago, ya no me preocupa lo que diran o esperen que yo haga, propongo mis propias metas, y si fracaso o no en ellas igual esta la tranquilidad de que fue producto propio, y se aprende de ello.

Para que dije tanto? xD Aquí al menos en Chile, la gran mayoría fija en un pedestal a carreras como Medicina y presionan como meta a esta, no sé si es realmente lo que tu quieres, no nos conocemos mucho, pero si no es el caso deberías tratar de apostar por lo que tu quieres. Ahora si medicina es realmente lo tuyo, apuesta a ello, pero a tu ritmo no a lo que te impongan. Ya ni me acuerdo si realmente medicina fue lo que yo siempre quise, quizas lo fue y con la presión de otros deje de sentirlo propio, no te dejes presionar!

Otra cosa, la universidad no es un universo tan horrible como lo pintan, y además los puntajes en la PSU poco o nada dicen de lo que realmente eres capaz, asi que ignora los "famosos" comentarios. Cosas tan simples como estar nervioso el día de la prueba pueden afectar ese puntaje drasticamente en comparación con lo que marcarías cualquier otro día, cosa por la que todos podemos pasar.

En resumen... Haz lo que tu sientas quieres hacer, no tienes porque llenar expectativas ajenas. Tu vas a vivir tu vida, no ellos. Por el temor de decepcionar a cercanos... si ellos realmente te estiman como tu a ellos, van a comprender tu situación. A veces "sin querer queriendo" pensando en nuestro bienestar nos hablan de estas metas, pero si hablas con ellos de lo que te pasa quizás te des cuenta de que te van a apoyar finalmente adonde vayas, y si no es el caso, bueno... quizás esa preocupación por el otro no es mutua.

Bueno.. eso xd Igual tantos consejos, que hacer o no hacer, que es o no es.... me estoy sumando a la presión, no? jajaj al final lo mejor es hablar y escucharte a ti mismo, no calles ;)

Saludos!
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
o wO , cuando lo vi quede como woooooooooooo XD , bueno gracias ,la verdad es q tienes la razon en todo, y tienes razon, la verdad es q ahora medicina, cosa que quise, esta perdiendo el gusto, por lo mismo, que es muy dificil entrar y el apoyo no esta, sino presion, estoy seguro de q terminare estudiando odontologia o tecnologia medica, que eran mis otras opciones, ya que lo que siempre quise fue esa area y no especificamente medicina, todos me presionan por que elija SOLo medicina, pero creo q no lo hare porq como ya dije, esta perdiendo el gusto. Gracias de nuevo compadre ^ w^ es genial oirlo (o leerlo XD) de alguien que tuvo la experiencia
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Puppet-Child Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
aawwz *hugs* I'm really sorry to hear that, I wish you the best of luck! :<
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks, that measn a lot ^ w^
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Puppet-Child Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No problem at all, if you need someone to talk to, I'll always listen OwO
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thats good to hear (or read XD) :icondragonnod1:
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Puppet-Child Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Lolz! No problem at all!!
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Cybermas Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
when i went out highschool i had 950 points in F's... so i should have a total of 2500 points, what we count pointsd in is the time spent on lessons so no mater what grade u get u have the points but then after that we count all the good grades to one final that is our possition in the que list, i never got in since i had F's in courses i needed A-C in... i applyed for a university in computer engenering
so dont feel bad.. I know you can do it
:hugs:
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Cybermas Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
i was so tierd of the school so i just gave up.. the teachers in some courses hated me so they gave me bad grades cause of that and some i got cause i just was to lazy and used my time in class infront of DA...
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the support mate, im really sorry to hear that /: hope its all good now
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Cybermas Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
yep it is good now since i do have a well paid job
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Good to hear :3
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Cybermas Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
yup
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Cybermas Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
like the saying i live after aim for the stars and u might reach the tree topps
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MEMCABO Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
=w= Don't worry about people being disappointed. You have to try for yourself.
I'm sure you can do it. You just gotta relax and take it nice and easy. Study at your own pace and don't forget to enjoy the little things. :3
---Now to the not so serious part---
D: I see a tiny me in the background! Whoo!
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks, hope stuff goes smoothly....

Yeah i had to draw you over there, was like, why not? ^ w^
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MEMCABO Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
It will. Keep positive thoughts! xP
And I look so cute and tiny~ =w=
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Will try > w<

Yes, you are squishable XD
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MEMCABO Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Nuuu~ Dun squish me! QQ
I'll hug you and go rawr!
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Okay Okay..... i'll leave u alone, but i can rawr too <.< and throw some lighting >:3
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MEMCABO Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
QQ You wouldn't hurt little ol' me, would you?
Rawr~ >:3
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
If u dare to touch my collarbone, yeah XD
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Kind-And-Dark-One Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
sorry for your trouble my friend:( i know what the stress of being pressured can do all too well
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I know right ^^"
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Kind-And-Dark-One Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
yeah:)
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2dumb2die Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
fuck! i've had depression, i think i STILL haev it.most people probaly grow out of it, but i never thought i was a normal person.... so i still get it in bursts and it fucking hurts!

depression is so bad i would never wish it on someone, even if i couldn't stand them, i'd much rather leave someone in the desert with nothing but the clothes on their back and a hunting knife. i'd rather leave someone to die healthy than let them live poorly, it is such a bad thing to gsdge have or keep. so even if i may not be able to help much, least i can do is talk.
and on another note for entertainment, all i really need is a mic, and then i could chat and livestream so that i could try giving what i have to others. and i think i'd stand for many people that say, if your personal life is in call, don't bother with anything that isn't part of it. bu if there are people that get angry when you have a life than needs to be lived, i'd gladly strangle them.... or beat some sense into them.
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Completely agree, i also had some degree of depression when i was a little cub, when i was like 12, anyways, thanks mate :3
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Your-Decrepit-Memory Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2012   Digital Artist
And if you ever need assistance with something such a English, feel free to note me as I am extremely fluent and will happily try to help the best that I can!
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Okay ^^
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Your-Decrepit-Memory Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2012   Digital Artist
I'm really sorry to hear of your troubles :c All should be well in the end though! I am sure you can do it! A good trick to being able to remember things from studying is doing it riiiiiiight before your sleep because your brain will encode, and store the information a lot more efficiently for retrieval later! socialsciencestudent
Don't worry about the pressures :c Even if you do happen to disappoint, there will always be another chance at it! Keep trying until you get it right! You've already made it this far, which is surely worth a lot, so the next bit is attainable!
Best of luck, stranger!
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thats extremely kind of you... thanks a lot :3
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Your-Decrepit-Memory Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2012   Digital Artist
No problem ;w;
I'm sure you can get through it though! It'll seem hard, but in the end, it won't be as bad!
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Dragon-Wish Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I hope so :/
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